I Am freaking frustrated by the fact that jobs are so demanding nowadays and we have to be perfect like a machine, doing everything without complaining.
I'm also so goddamn down for having come back to my country and find things so hard. I'm so qualified to apply for the jobs and I can't get that much expectancy on a good salary to get a decent life though.

Woman... i will never understand them even my own mother lies to my face. my ex girlfriends. there all liars. why do they lie? is it a thrill? does it amuse you? what gets me is even at the darkest of times. they still find the time to screw you over. woman. oh your mother was in a motor cycle accident and you have to work and buy food for the family and cook and clean whilst your sister idly stand by and watch? well i am going to dump you because i am bored with you being a good son have a nice life...woman what the hell is wrong with all of you? what drives you to be so cold?

I have had it enough and cant take it anymore. i am losing hope. i have lost the will to live. nothing works for me. yes i am depressed. lost all hope and searching for happiness,strength,power,respect and most importantly mental peace.
you are losing and losing and there is no ray of hope. Everything is shutting down. all hope is gone. only stressful, traumatic, hurtful,negative darkness prevails.
Is there any way out?? is there any?
Somebody answer me please answer me?

And thus the trauma prevails.

My head is filled with layer of dead skin, its so annoying, I want to pull them off, sometimes they just won't come off. Argh, its soooooooooooooo........
You know how stomach reacts for such things,I am so pissed of right now.

I am having a health problem and because of this I got fired twice in the last six months. This gives me a lot of anxiety and stress. I moved away from my family to live with my boyfriend, but he thinks nothing of going out partying even if I am in this situation. I just wished he was more thoughtful. Sometimes I have the feeling that he doesn't love me enough, or that I wasted every chance I had in life and went for the bad ones. Dammit...

Seriously my title says it all. Get rid of people and you get rid of my problems. I hate them all. I'd kill myself but I know that's what all you evil creatures want. tried to be nice, polite, kind, giving, honest, hardworking, friendly - long story short society and family shafted me every opportunity they had. Now I am unemployed, single, broke, friendless and hopeless. I won't say what I think about all day when I'm not focusing on getting a decent job because I don't want to end up in prison. oh, and BTW, God can punish me too!

I've been talking with a psychologist concerning memories I have of abuse. I may or may not suffered, unable to find out if it was real or if I had lost my mind.
Neither of us can tell either way but the memories still bother me, especially when I hear rumors someone may have done something malign to another girl. So I've been looking for proof to determine if it's true by trying to look up some old friends from whom, I remember, may have some knowledge of what happened.

The origination I volunteer for isn’t providing me with enough institutional support to really help them. The Director is great, but his assistant is constantly dropping the ball and not at all passionate or involved in the work.

As a person who is a passionate part time volunteer its frustrating to see something I put so much of my personal time in to fall apart because of her inattentiveness. I feel that the position would be better served by dividing the responsibilities among the volunteers then a full time staff who doesn’t care about it’s constituents.

Today, after defeating some odds on my work and defend one of my co-worker. Which, wasn't his responsability ... i have an argument with my manager about the bunch of stupid superiors. Which side is my manager? my team or them? looking for a escape goat? no!
SOB's as a team leader, you have sandwich effect! just curse them and do your job! and do it fine, so you don't regret it. Later, they will...

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I spent the last THREE days sharing a two-bed hotel room with four children and my mother!!! The Tuesday before this weekend, i had a niece and nephew over. THEN My mom invited three of my cousins over to got swimming with us for two days. Im sooo freaking sick of children... of people in genreral! So, yesterday night we dropped off all of the kids and stop by the store, where i buy a movie and some popcorn and icecream, thinking that I'll just spend the day relaxing.