Every time I see a girl I get interested in, it blows up in my face.
She gets a boyfriend. She ends up being on drugs. She moves away. Or, if I even make it that far, she rejects me in the harshest way possible.

Imagine of God waved a cookie in the face of a starving child, and when the child reached for it, he raised it up so the child couldn't reach it. And then laughed at him.

And the one time, the ONE time I actually get into a relationship after years of trying...

The girl who shared my first kiss. The only girl that could tolerate my existence.

...NO JOB - i spent all my life studying... and now after graduation i can't find a job...
....NO MONEY - cuz i have no job....
.....NO LOVE - pffff i can never get the girl that i want..... dammit whenever i try yo get closer to a girl i become like her best friend or brother!!.....
....NO HOPE - what? hope?!!!.....
NO
NOTHING
......

I'm giving up............

WHY ARE WE ALL SLAVES!WHAT IS THE PROBLEM IN YOUR LETTING IT OUT! COME OUT OF YOUR SHELLS. PEOPLE ARE THERE TO CON YOU. i AM HAPPY I AM NOT INTO THAT.I LOVE MY PARENTS.PRESSURE IS VERY STRONG. I LOVE MYSELF. love IS ALL AROUND US. i NEED SOME PARTNER.I CANT LIVE IN CELIBACY ANYMORE.I AM LIVING IN THE MOMENT. TRYING NOT TO WASTE TIME. The past makes me depressed. I am loosing control of my soul. i am not trying hard enough in life.I need to start living my life.My awareness level is low. I am finding it hard to focus. am suffering from schizophrenia.

I am having a health problem and because of this I got fired twice in the last six months. This gives me a lot of anxiety and stress. I moved away from my family to live with my boyfriend, but he thinks nothing of going out partying even if I am in this situation. I just wished he was more thoughtful. Sometimes I have the feeling that he doesn't love me enough, or that I wasted every chance I had in life and went for the bad ones. Dammit...

My life was perfect. After going through a lot of shit (poverty, abuse, frustrations, humiliations) in my childhood in Mexico, finally I moved to Texas. I finished College and got a great job ($160k/yr) , got a bad place, a nice car, the motorcycle I always wanted and the lifestyle I always dreamed. I lasted 2 months, I got this girl pregnant. She has 2 kids already, 9 and 7. 2 months after she gave birth to my first baby she got pregnant by me again. Now I have 2 babies (I love them) but I hate their mom and have to deal with her every day.

I meet a lots of women and I have a lot of fun with them.
I am good-looking with a very open and funny personality, but there is a big catch. I am needy as hell and women can feel it, almost immediately.

It just happened again. I made a lot of mistakes, I pushed away forever by the
girl, I realized, I was in love with, and I might have loved unconditionally.
She does not even want to talk to me. She said: "go your own way, we will not
keep in touch".

Why did this happen? Because I project my own frustrations on those I love.

For the past three years, I have been going after this girl and she has sort of led me on a hard-to-get wild goose chase. Just as I felt I was about to win her over, some other guy comes into the picture and snatches her away. All these years of effort have been in vain, it seems. It makes my blood boil with rage >_<. I just can't believe how livid I feel, I would incinerate an entire city if I could, At least for a chance for temporary peace...

For months and months and months, now she has become increasingly forgetful. Not only that, but her motivation in life doesn't consist of much more than going to work and then coming home and slacking off on the computer. She doesn't do things she is supposed to do. Then she says she forgot to do them, or she didn't remember to. Constantly, this is her only excuse or explanation.

This isn't normal for a 22 year old female! is it? Memory problems like this can't possibly be normal.

I am really frustrated.... My boyfriend goes way for two month (TWO LONG MONTHS) to take care of a injury. BuT, when he gets better (and after a few weeks of NOT seeing me) he calls less.. and less and less... I obviously got very mad and frustrated with the whole thing. I can't see him, help him, or do anything! I missed him terribly. Especially when I went to another country where we could't even talk on the phone. When he gets backs, hes all lovi duvi... and affectionate, and he actually said "I forgot what a beautiful girlfriend I had". THATS FRUSTRATING ENOUGH!!

Why? Why do I bother? I have fallen madly in love with a man not too close to me in location. As the years pass, our love becomes stronger and we realize that a steady relationship will flourish if we live closer to each other. So I move closer. Closer to him, but even more so to family. (Close enough to drive) Couldn't have been a better idea. We would see each other often. Every time--before I left, we would set a date to see each other again.