Parents are glued to the television watching all that shit about the H1N1. The regular flu is just as dangerous but they couldn't care. I tell them i have some muscle pain and a sore throat and they are shouting at me to call in sick for freaking work. Take my temperature and don't understand why i'm aggravated.

I like a guy, he doesn't likes me because I m a guy too. I like a girl, she doesn't like me, shes going out with another guy. My mother lies to me, so does my sister, and my father, and probably my dog lies to me too. My friends say mean jokes sometimes and I feel like jumping off a bridge, life is so good. Thanks God.

Woman... i will never understand them even my own mother lies to my face. my ex girlfriends. there all liars. why do they lie? is it a thrill? does it amuse you? what gets me is even at the darkest of times. they still find the time to screw you over. woman. oh your mother was in a motor cycle accident and you have to work and buy food for the family and cook and clean whilst your sister idly stand by and watch? well i am going to dump you because i am bored with you being a good son have a nice life...woman what the hell is wrong with all of you? what drives you to be so cold?

Everyday I struggle to get out of bed. I regularly get up at 1 - 2 in the afternoon. I wake up angry at the world. I have violent thoughts. I complain a lot. I have a hatred for the way society works. Girls frustrate me as I have little patience for them. I like to be left alone most of the time. I've thought of suicide many times because I feel life is a drag.

WHY ARE WE ALL SLAVES!WHAT IS THE PROBLEM IN YOUR LETTING IT OUT! COME OUT OF YOUR SHELLS. PEOPLE ARE THERE TO CON YOU. i AM HAPPY I AM NOT INTO THAT.I LOVE MY PARENTS.PRESSURE IS VERY STRONG. I LOVE MYSELF. love IS ALL AROUND US. i NEED SOME PARTNER.I CANT LIVE IN CELIBACY ANYMORE.I AM LIVING IN THE MOMENT. TRYING NOT TO WASTE TIME. The past makes me depressed. I am loosing control of my soul. i am not trying hard enough in life.I need to start living my life.My awareness level is low. I am finding it hard to focus. am suffering from schizophrenia.

I am having a health problem and because of this I got fired twice in the last six months. This gives me a lot of anxiety and stress. I moved away from my family to live with my boyfriend, but he thinks nothing of going out partying even if I am in this situation. I just wished he was more thoughtful. Sometimes I have the feeling that he doesn't love me enough, or that I wasted every chance I had in life and went for the bad ones. Dammit...

So my husband has been working the night shift (5pm-2am) for 2 years now and is starting the 3rd year. My brother-in-law is in college and lives with us. I get to see my husband for all of 1 day a week which usually involves our friends too. Sometimes when I come home from work, my brother-in-law actually has the day off his part time job and I behave completely rude to him because he's not my husband. Then I feel bad. And my husband gets angry at me for being rude to his brother. I don't blame him and then feel even worse because I know I'm wrong.

My life was perfect. After going through a lot of shit (poverty, abuse, frustrations, humiliations) in my childhood in Mexico, finally I moved to Texas. I finished College and got a great job ($160k/yr) , got a bad place, a nice car, the motorcycle I always wanted and the lifestyle I always dreamed. I lasted 2 months, I got this girl pregnant. She has 2 kids already, 9 and 7. 2 months after she gave birth to my first baby she got pregnant by me again. Now I have 2 babies (I love them) but I hate their mom and have to deal with her every day.

My ex wife and I divorced 2 years ago. Last year I moved a thousand miles away. She hadn't contacted me until I moved away and landed a new job. Now, she calls me EVERYDAY asking me to come back. I've told her to move on and she just won't give up! The job, I have, is a good job, but I do the best work in my department (and have been told this by my director) but I'm still the lowest paid person in my department. My boss is a nice man but he's weird. When asked a question, he will not give an answer. He just goes about his business like I hadn't said a thing. My ex won't move to be with me.

I HATE MY SISTER. We do not get on at all. We are like two different people. Everything she says ABOUT or to me it cuts me to the bone and I am frustrated that I let the cow get to me. Every time she is in a room I have to leave and my home life is miserable. I rarely use the word HATE but I do HATE HER. Everything is about her and she always gets what she wants, my parent always defend her. I feel like crying.