I have had it enough and cant take it anymore. i am losing hope. i have lost the will to live. nothing works for me. yes i am depressed. lost all hope and searching for happiness,strength,power,respect and most importantly mental peace.
you are losing and losing and there is no ray of hope. Everything is shutting down. all hope is gone. only stressful, traumatic, hurtful,negative darkness prevails.
Is there any way out?? is there any?
Somebody answer me please answer me?

And thus the trauma prevails.

WHY ARE WE ALL SLAVES!WHAT IS THE PROBLEM IN YOUR LETTING IT OUT! COME OUT OF YOUR SHELLS. PEOPLE ARE THERE TO CON YOU. i AM HAPPY I AM NOT INTO THAT.I LOVE MY PARENTS.PRESSURE IS VERY STRONG. I LOVE MYSELF. love IS ALL AROUND US. i NEED SOME PARTNER.I CANT LIVE IN CELIBACY ANYMORE.I AM LIVING IN THE MOMENT. TRYING NOT TO WASTE TIME. The past makes me depressed. I am loosing control of my soul. i am not trying hard enough in life.I need to start living my life.My awareness level is low. I am finding it hard to focus. am suffering from schizophrenia.

Seriously my title says it all. Get rid of people and you get rid of my problems. I hate them all. I'd kill myself but I know that's what all you evil creatures want. tried to be nice, polite, kind, giving, honest, hardworking, friendly - long story short society and family shafted me every opportunity they had. Now I am unemployed, single, broke, friendless and hopeless. I won't say what I think about all day when I'm not focusing on getting a decent job because I don't want to end up in prison. oh, and BTW, God can punish me too!

I've been working at a Veterinary Hospital for my work site as a receptionist and Vet. Tech. Asst. for 6 weeks. I love my job and what I do but I have other responsibilities like bills and school. Haven't gotten paid at all since I've been here. All my bills are esculating and my school books are not paid for....I'm at my peak of just loosing it. I'm not getting paid by the Veterinary but by an organization that helps me with employment.

For the past three years, I have been going after this girl and she has sort of led me on a hard-to-get wild goose chase. Just as I felt I was about to win her over, some other guy comes into the picture and snatches her away. All these years of effort have been in vain, it seems. It makes my blood boil with rage >_<. I just can't believe how livid I feel, I would incinerate an entire city if I could, At least for a chance for temporary peace...

I really hate it!!!! We had our exam just this morning and I thought it would be easy because it is just the FIRST GRADING.. But it was the opposite!!! I am one of the candidates for the VALEDICTORIAN but it seems like I will not be able to do it!!! Damn!!! Please help me!!!! I hate it!!!! I want to excel!! I tried my best but I think it was not enough!!! Huhuhuhuhu!!! =(

I'm part of a writing club and have gotten into arguments with the president. There's evidence to suggest he gives favor to those he prefers and acts unprofessional towards those, he dislikes. When I quit his council he privately insinuated that he removed me, although publicly insisted that it was all my own choice and that I had no right to complain about private issues. He and I disagree on many interpretations of the club rules, a conflict which has turned many club members against me for being stubborn and rebellious and unappreciative of all the hard work the president gives.

I have some problems with several churches. Over the years, bad things have happened with churches. Well, this is not different. There has been a church advertising VBS. It was suppose to big fun for the kids. I got my 3 year old all worked up for it and he could hardly stand it. We went there and everyone seems nice and greet us with open arms, so I thought.... I walk in and they looked at me in funny way. They tell me that my kids are not able to stay, because they have to be 5 or older. My son sees all the stuff and fishing equipment and is so ready to play.

My son is with his dad right now. It is 6:35 pm by my time and he is not home. My neighbor just came over to see if the kids and I could to go to the park while her husband fishes. Good time for my son to ride his bike at the park. Guess what, my son's dad is not answering and I have no clue to where he is at. Don't mind his dad keeping him late, I just hate not knowing where my son is at or what time he is coming home.

I HATE flies. THe last few days were really nice so I left the doors and windows open. We don't have a screen door, but that has not mattered in the last 2 years. I noticed there are 100's of flies now and we can't get rid of them. They fly in your mouth at night and all over your face. My hubby and I went to the store to by a fly swatter, but guess what, THEY DID NOT HAVE ANY. In fact the store quiet selling them. Now we have to wait till they just drop dead. The problem with that, they are dropping dead in our food. DAMMIT!!!