Parents are glued to the television watching all that shit about the H1N1. The regular flu is just as dangerous but they couldn't care. I tell them i have some muscle pain and a sore throat and they are shouting at me to call in sick for freaking work. Take my temperature and don't understand why i'm aggravated.

i hate poker, i dont want to play no more, makes frustrated all the time. damn with this stupid thing.... im out

my boyfriend and i have been together for almost 3 years now. before me, he was together with this girl for 6 years. u can say that they are pretty serious. after all, they managed to be together for 6 years. eventually, they broke up. it seemed that the girl cannot be trusted. in the span of their relationship, my boyfriend was like this so jealous boyfriend. he was always checking on her..who's she with, what's she's doing...the works. he kept on monitoring her every move. but even with his constant monitoring, she still managed to become unfaithful.

I Am freaking frustrated by the fact that jobs are so demanding nowadays and we have to be perfect like a machine, doing everything without complaining.
I'm also so goddamn down for having come back to my country and find things so hard. I'm so qualified to apply for the jobs and I can't get that much expectancy on a good salary to get a decent life though.

I am so frustrated, i wanted to run my own company since a long time. When i finally had the opportunity i was unable to get any sales. I mean any. Now i dont have the company anymore and i am trying different ideas but i still cant see making any sales even though i used to be able to be at the company where i worked as an employee. Is it fate's way of playing an evil trick on me. Am i meant to suffer????

Everyday I struggle to get out of bed. I regularly get up at 1 - 2 in the afternoon. I wake up angry at the world. I have violent thoughts. I complain a lot. I have a hatred for the way society works. Girls frustrate me as I have little patience for them. I like to be left alone most of the time. I've thought of suicide many times because I feel life is a drag.

Its frustrating when you play college athletics and you dont perform well. Like not just having an off day. But getting your butt whipped in drills that the youngest of sports players can do with ease. As an upper class man who should be running this performance, it sucks to be getting owned. Especially when you are a starter because of injuries and you can't make anything out of your opportunities. It sucks because you physically can handle the situations put in front of you, however due to constant mental breakdowns on the field, you look like a 4th grader on the playground.

...NO JOB - i spent all my life studying... and now after graduation i can't find a job...
....NO MONEY - cuz i have no job....
.....NO LOVE - pffff i can never get the girl that i want..... dammit whenever i try yo get closer to a girl i become like her best friend or brother!!.....
....NO HOPE - what? hope?!!!.....
NO
NOTHING
......

I'm giving up............

I was good in academics in my college days as a result I was placed in a good MNC. So I considered myself very lucky for not running around companies to hire me.
How happy I was for having a chance to work in a very reputed company. But what a folly!!! Everything was good till this recession came into picture. From 2006 to Jan 2009 I was in a good project with lot of good on sites and other good opportunities. But in Jan 2009 my project got over and then started my bench life.

WHY ARE WE ALL SLAVES!WHAT IS THE PROBLEM IN YOUR LETTING IT OUT! COME OUT OF YOUR SHELLS. PEOPLE ARE THERE TO CON YOU. i AM HAPPY I AM NOT INTO THAT.I LOVE MY PARENTS.PRESSURE IS VERY STRONG. I LOVE MYSELF. love IS ALL AROUND US. i NEED SOME PARTNER.I CANT LIVE IN CELIBACY ANYMORE.I AM LIVING IN THE MOMENT. TRYING NOT TO WASTE TIME. The past makes me depressed. I am loosing control of my soul. i am not trying hard enough in life.I need to start living my life.My awareness level is low. I am finding it hard to focus. am suffering from schizophrenia.