I was involved with a guy for a while and now he is away at college. He barely talks to me now and even though we're through, I still consider him a friend. But it makes me so mad now that I don't get to talk to him like I used to. Damn!

I like a guy, he doesn't likes me because I m a guy too. I like a girl, she doesn't like me, shes going out with another guy. My mother lies to me, so does my sister, and my father, and probably my dog lies to me too. My friends say mean jokes sometimes and I feel like jumping off a bridge, life is so good. Thanks God.

my boyfriend and i have been together for almost 3 years now. before me, he was together with this girl for 6 years. u can say that they are pretty serious. after all, they managed to be together for 6 years. eventually, they broke up. it seemed that the girl cannot be trusted. in the span of their relationship, my boyfriend was like this so jealous boyfriend. he was always checking on her..who's she with, what's she's doing...the works. he kept on monitoring her every move. but even with his constant monitoring, she still managed to become unfaithful.

Every time I see a girl I get interested in, it blows up in my face.
She gets a boyfriend. She ends up being on drugs. She moves away. Or, if I even make it that far, she rejects me in the harshest way possible.

Imagine of God waved a cookie in the face of a starving child, and when the child reached for it, he raised it up so the child couldn't reach it. And then laughed at him.

And the one time, the ONE time I actually get into a relationship after years of trying...

The girl who shared my first kiss. The only girl that could tolerate my existence.

...NO JOB - i spent all my life studying... and now after graduation i can't find a job...
....NO MONEY - cuz i have no job....
.....NO LOVE - pffff i can never get the girl that i want..... dammit whenever i try yo get closer to a girl i become like her best friend or brother!!.....
....NO HOPE - what? hope?!!!.....
NO
NOTHING
......

I'm giving up............

Right, so i am in my third year of college, which for those of you, who have gone to college knows how stressful and time consuming it is. well Wednesdays i have class from 8AM-2PM back to back and i just so happened to get out 2min early and i was told by instructor previous that a friend of mine had sent me a message via Facebook about practicing today (hes my guitar instructor and the instructor of my friend and we needed to practice our duet for class) so i logged on very quickly checked the message and left a comment on his status saying that i got it. and then immediately went to class.

I am having a health problem and because of this I got fired twice in the last six months. This gives me a lot of anxiety and stress. I moved away from my family to live with my boyfriend, but he thinks nothing of going out partying even if I am in this situation. I just wished he was more thoughtful. Sometimes I have the feeling that he doesn't love me enough, or that I wasted every chance I had in life and went for the bad ones. Dammit...

I meet a lots of women and I have a lot of fun with them.
I am good-looking with a very open and funny personality, but there is a big catch. I am needy as hell and women can feel it, almost immediately.

It just happened again. I made a lot of mistakes, I pushed away forever by the
girl, I realized, I was in love with, and I might have loved unconditionally.
She does not even want to talk to me. She said: "go your own way, we will not
keep in touch".

Why did this happen? Because I project my own frustrations on those I love.

I've been talking with a psychologist concerning memories I have of abuse. I may or may not suffered, unable to find out if it was real or if I had lost my mind.
Neither of us can tell either way but the memories still bother me, especially when I hear rumors someone may have done something malign to another girl. So I've been looking for proof to determine if it's true by trying to look up some old friends from whom, I remember, may have some knowledge of what happened.

I'm extremely unhappy. My Girl Friend has let herself go. She stuck in the same dead beat job making the same lousy money for 4 years, now with no sense of improving her life. She's gained weight, she doesn't seem to care about how she looks, she's content on where her life is. I feel she has settled and has reached her plateau of achievements in life. I keep trying to encourage her and do better things in life, but it seems it just goes through one ear and out to the other.