Parents are glued to the television watching all that shit about the H1N1. The regular flu is just as dangerous but they couldn't care. I tell them i have some muscle pain and a sore throat and they are shouting at me to call in sick for freaking work. Take my temperature and don't understand why i'm aggravated.

i hate poker, i dont want to play no more, makes frustrated all the time. damn with this stupid thing.... im out

I Am freaking frustrated by the fact that jobs are so demanding nowadays and we have to be perfect like a machine, doing everything without complaining.
I'm also so goddamn down for having come back to my country and find things so hard. I'm so qualified to apply for the jobs and I can't get that much expectancy on a good salary to get a decent life though.

do you have a problem to fight your senior??
do you have a problem to have a freedom??
do you have a problem to revolt against your senior??
do you have a problem to change a bloody useless tradition??
DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM TO CHANGE??

DO YOU REALLY HAVE THE GUTS TO FIGHT THOSE FREAKING SENIORS??

GO BEAT THEM!!!
THEY DON'T DESERVE YOUR BLOODY LOYALTY

Let me start by saying;

Unless you are trained in some form of self defense or martial arts; I am fairly capable of dispatching you. I try to be considerate of others - in fact I often contemplate that I am overly considerate. I'm tired of stepping out of the way of two gay blacks or two lesbian lovers as a sign of 'acceptance'. Frankly; I think what they are doing is weird and unacceptable. Lately, I think to myself - who gives a damn what they think? I am a white male. Accept this shit,

I've been talking with a psychologist concerning memories I have of abuse. I may or may not suffered, unable to find out if it was real or if I had lost my mind.
Neither of us can tell either way but the memories still bother me, especially when I hear rumors someone may have done something malign to another girl. So I've been looking for proof to determine if it's true by trying to look up some old friends from whom, I remember, may have some knowledge of what happened.

I SAW HER TODAY SHE WAS LIKE GREETING THAT GUY WITH SUCH A TENDER SWEET VOICE LIKE 'HELLOOOOOOOOO' JUST TO MAKE MY BLOOD BOIL. YOU KNOW SHE WAS SAYING THAT EXCTLY WHEN PASSING ME BY SO I CAN HEAR IT SO GOD DAMN WELL. RAMPAGE IS WHAT I SAY!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAA THEY ALL HATE ME? WHY? IM SUCH A NICE GUY. AND DONT WANNA BE A LOSER. I AM NOT A LOSER. SO DONT AVOID ME LIKE IM TRASH YOU PUNKS. ALL OF YOU. IM GETTING SICK OF YOU ALL. AND I DONT CARE. DIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

My parents punished me for abusive language and grounded me for a week. I just said 'dammit'. I've turned 18 Dammit!