I wish to kill all bullies

I have had it enough and cant take it anymore. i am losing hope. i have lost the will to live. nothing works for me. yes i am depressed. lost all hope and searching for happiness,strength,power,respect and most importantly mental peace.
you are losing and losing and there is no ray of hope. Everything is shutting down. all hope is gone. only stressful, traumatic, hurtful,negative darkness prevails.
Is there any way out?? is there any?
Somebody answer me please answer me?

And thus the trauma prevails.