the hated ex

my boyfriend and i have been together for almost 3 years now. before me, he was together with this girl for 6 years. u can say that they are pretty serious. after all, they managed to be together for 6 years. eventually, they broke up. it seemed that the girl cannot be trusted. in the span of their relationship, my boyfriend was like this so jealous boyfriend. he was always checking on her..who's she with, what's she's doing...the works. he kept on monitoring her every move. but even with his constant monitoring, she still managed to become unfaithful. so, they constantly broke up because of this. in one of their break ups, i came into the picture. but in the end, he chose me. i was really happy. this happened on our first year together. and now, we still remain together. it might seem like a happy ending but i cannot help but notice something. my boyfriend is not the jealous type with me. he never monitors me. i mean we usually talk and text each other but i cannot help but notice his treatment with me is different from his ex.i do not want to be monitored. i just want to feel that he does not want me to be taken away by someone. based on his actions before, i cannot help but think that he loves her more than he loves me. i know he loves me but i think he has given more love to her than to me. i feel bad and depressed. i cannot help but remember how he was with her. its like him being so jealous means he loves her so much that he was constantly scared that she might be taken away by someone. but with me, i do not feel it. i dunno anymore......