Angry at everything and everyone

Everyday I struggle to get out of bed. I regularly get up at 1 - 2 in the afternoon. I wake up angry at the world. I have violent thoughts. I complain a lot. I have a hatred for the way society works. Girls frustrate me as I have little patience for them. I like to be left alone most of the time. I've thought of suicide many times because I feel life is a drag. The thing is I have a lot to be thankful for e.g a loving, supportive family, good looks, many talents - particularly artistic and sporting, a nice home, some money in the bank, a bright property investment future, and lots of luxuries - which also can make me feel guilty for feeling this way. The cause of this frustration and cynicism is the fact that I suffer from OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) where numbers rule my life. This leads me to anxiety and depression. I wish I could get over this, it's ruining my life. Being forced into working in an industry I absolutely hate and don't belong in to pay the bills (call center work) and the stresses involved, is also a contributing factor. I don't care for socializing with people outside my family. I never meet any attractive girls with a nice personality. The most common girl I meet is ugly to look at and has an ugly personality. No redeeming qualities whatsoever - this is the average girl IMO. I'm still single because 99.9999999% of girls don't interest me. I'm unemployed and my football team is never successful. Getting this stuff off my chest helps. I just want to be a normal, happy person so I can make the most of what I have and live a fulfilling life. My constant battle against OCD is the main cause of my frustration, it has a domino effect. Every issue I have is most likely linked to this. It's a debilitating mental illness.